the big B....bored

I'm pretty bored these days. Well, I've always been since last December. I hate to say that "I'm bored". I don't wanna say it and don't wanna feel it. Boredom kills. I need new things to do. New hobby or interest. I feel bored even when I'm online. I have thought of baking a cake but I'm not in the mood to bake. I wanted to re-organize and re-arrange old photos that has been collecting dust for years but I didn't feel like doing so. Threadbanger inspired me to do my own DIY stuff but I keep on procrastinate to do it. I don't know what else do here, around the house. 

Even TV makes me yawn. *sigh*

2 of my cats died 2 days ago. Cause of death : unknown. But my mom kinda suspected the old lady who lived behind my house as the culprit. My mom said the old lady must have poisoned them with food. I don't wanna start speculating about it but it seems that all the fingers are now pointing at her. Once, she complained to my mom why all the cats came to her house. She accused my mom for having lots of cats. Lots of cats wandering around the my neighbourhood but we just owned only 4 (now 2) out of all. Crazy lady. My mom despises her greatly right now. Hypocrite lady. When I got the news that they were dead, I was pissed like hell. I just wanna burn that precious garden of her. *sigh* 


But I forgive her. 

I had her since 2007.

He liked to climb unto anything. 

I certainly gonna miss them. Only pictures. Pictures of them.