Sometimes...

I don't know why, sometimes when I see other people are in their 'best' it makes me look like I'm loser. 

It makes me feel small. 

It makes me feel unimportant. 

It makes me feel useless. 

It makes me feel uneasy.

All in all, it makes me look pathetic.

But why do I have to feel this way? It's not that I'm a total loser. But somehow that feeling started to savor every bits in me. And I started to have these nonsense thoughts in my mind. It's unstoppable. I ain't crazy. *sigh

Fuck those thoughts~!