I doodled this a few days ago. I didn't have any certain theme in mind. I just wanted to make an awesome one. Instead of drawing people, I draw stuff like this. I can't draw people. Maybe cute-anime-like-stuff. Still in progress. I used my left palm as an outline and it just progressed from there. I absolutely like to play with colors. So, after finishing it, I took pictures of it and edited it so it looks nicer and the colors are more bolder. I misplaced the 'copyright' sign. lol~ nvm.
Apart from doodling, I've been surveying and researching for colleges. Since I flunked my STPM, I have to start way back to diploma. A lot of 'decided' and 'undecided' happened. My mum keeps giving hints, so I would take nursing courses. I don't wanna be a nurse. END. Frankly, I'm still unsure about what I should take. I sorta decided on taking French Diploma in Culinary Arts at Taylor's. Cooking is something I can deal with no matter how hard it would be rather than cracking my brain on math. Studying pure maths and all these crazy science terms again. A never ending nightmare all over again. I'd continuously tortured myself in studying those for 1 and half year, although I knew I will never pass. This wasn't an issue of insecurity but the fact that my brain can't receive well all those weird signals. lol~ Lack of i-should-try-harder was also involved and in the end I failed. I cried when I see my result in front my homeroom teacher. Such an embarrassing moment. *sigh
Okay. I can't back down on my decision for going to Taylor's, if not, I'll keep on disappointing my parents. They're willing to send me there despite the expensive fees.
Thanks mummy. Thanks daddy. Appreciate it.
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