sighing to everything

I'd to divert my attention from tumblr to blogger for awhile. I just wanna talk about what I'm going to do later. Well, of course I'm going to continue studying. But it seems that once again all the public universities had turned down my application. Eventhough, my parents wouldn't say that they are disappointed but I can see well "the look" upon their faces. I'd let them down again. Sorry, daddy. Sorry, mummy. So, the next thing for me is private universities/colleges. I have a few that I'm interested in. My mom wanted me studying locally, closer to home. She didn't want me to study in KL. It made me feel like I'm still a little girl but in fact I'm not. I'm 20 this year. I can drive a car, go to clubs, get drunk and wild. LOL~ Yeah, I'm officially an adult now. I can start voting for election next year. Just get everything done by myself now. If I'm destined to be studying here, in Sabah, I just want one thing from my dad. Lemme drive the freakin' car. He's still haven't let me drivin' around with the car. Still hasn't yet renew my license. *sigh


I'm thinking either Inti College or KLMU. I wanted Taylor's or Segi but they're quite expensive. *sigh  KLMU offers more course than Inti. I'd always interested in culinary arts. Both offers diploma in culinary arts. But the question is which one is better? I hate comparing but I gotta. Lots of things going through my mind right now. Confused and a bit agitated. *sigh


I'm scared.